窗外的天气
就像是你多变的表情
下雨了雨陪我哭泣
看不清我也不想看清


离开你我安静的抽离

不忍揭晓的剧情

我的泪流在心里学会放弃



听雨的声音一滴滴清晰

你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里

真希望雨能下不停

让想念继续让爱变透明

我爱上给我勇气的 rainie love


窗外的雨滴一滴滴累积
久违的雨滴一滴滴累积

屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆

真希望雨能下不停

雨爱的秘密能一直延续

我相信我将会看到

彩虹的美丽
冷冷的空气很窒息
我无法呼吸
一万颗雨滴的距离
很彻底让爱消失无息

thank's airen ...
yoo're right .. i'm now crying and xin ku ..
& he's enjoyin his life .. sleepin soundly ? or maybe out with frens ?
i don't know ... but i'll keep waitin for him .. and try to enjoy my life ?
sighs ... WINNIE ( airen ) thank's whenever i'm down yoo will always there for me and counsel me .. he do that to me too ... but is already the past ...
think he's really enjoyin his life without me ...
i'll miss him .. i really do ...
lovin him always & missin him always &&& waitin for him always (':
wishin that we will be back together like last time ...

he ton at my house , morning 6 plus go ..
he hug me and sleep ..
we meet up almost everyday ..
and he made me addicted to marlboro red ..
he pei me go vista find my mum ..
whenever i feels down he'll counsel me ...
he make me laugh with his dumb face ..
he can't contact me and come down woodland keep findin for me ...
missin his every face expression ..
i'm sorry .. i didn't did a good job for bein your girlfren ...
i'm such a failure can't even treat yoo what yoo want me to ..
i'm really sorry ...
i know it's too late to regret .. but i really wish that i can be with yoo the rest of my life ...
that's all i want ... i dont need yoo to treat me good like before .
i dont need yoo to give in to me .. i dont need yoo to trust me like before ..
all i need is spend the rest of my life bein with yoo i'm already happy ...
iloveyoo boy ... i really wish to be with yoo ...
i'll wait (':

i , michelle lim shi qi swear that will remains be the girl that yoo want &
will continue love, miss , trust yoo kason see kokpin forever (':


is there really no chance for us ?
i'm really very xin ku lerhhx ...
promise much things to yoo ,
yoo still can't trust me ...
what can i do now ?
i don't know why yoo keep sayin i'm lyin to yoo ...
but i really didn't lie to yoo ....
for nth can't trust me ...
first , i've been forced .
second , my phone really no bat ...
and i really dont know when come out the third time ...
that's all i know ... i really didn't lie to yoo .
i will continue wait derhhx ...
i will be the girl that yoo wants and i will remain and wont go back to my oldself ...

i'm really can't force myself to forget yoo or dont miss yoo ...
really very xin ku ...
yoo're the first guy made me change and SAID LOTS of hurtin me stuffs ....
but i really wont give up so easily !!! i'll wait ...

SEE KOKPIN !!!
remember what yoo had told me last time ..
change need times ... &&& yoo can't trust me right ?
but yool've said that needs times to prove everything !
there's lots of misunderstandin in our relationship ...
but i really hope that yoo will meet me out and let me explain to yoo what's goin on and slowly have a nice talk ...
i really miss yoo alot ... please give me a chance )':
iloveyoo ....
lim shi qi x33 see kokpin

today went to fetch suqi at school ..
and meet a guy call wen bin ..
he's damn fan !!!
after that saw nicholas, jun hao, valencia, jiawei, junxiang, leon, suqi, hweegeok, samuelson ..
and lots larhhx .. lazy type out .. all my wodgrove sec frens ...
than after that go vista eat all that . than wenbin go off .. than went to valencia house ..
than nicholas got thing happen with his ginna so me and valencia damn bored ...
than than than ..
the stupid wenbin message me ..
our conversation on msg -->

wenbin: can be my girlfren ?
me: no sorry .
wenbin: why ?
me: yoo know that i'm waitin for my ex ...
wenbin: ya . i know . never mind larhhx . i got time to wait . :)
me: lols . -.-
wenbin: dont yoo think yoo should give ppl a chance and yourself ?
me: the problem is i've grown up .. And sorry, dont wait for me . cause i've promised myself and others and him . i'll wait for him and after he leave me i wont accept other guy .. and wait for him to end his ns .. really sorry ..
wenbin: oh ic . i dont wish to be the 3rd person . hope yoo two can last long . :)
me: orhhx .. and dont need to say last long . cause i dont even know he'll patch with me one day ...
wenbin: Then yoo should test him, he still love yoo anot . if he dont . and yoo keep waitin . Its stupid !!
me: stupid then stupid lorhhx . at least i and others know that i'm truly love him . (':
wenbin: cant say yoo right or wrong . but i admit relationship is really will make ppl become stupid .
me: if yoo truly love a person than yoo will know that isn't stupid at all . and yoo'll even don't care ppl say yoo stupid and feel that the person that says yoo are stupid is a real stupid actually .. cause the person don't know wad's love .. and don't even matured at all :)
wenbin: yoo sayin me stupid lorhhx . -.- :@
me: ermm .. no actually . if yoo feel that way then ...
wenbin:i go slp lerhhx . today abit tired . night .
and i didn't reply .. -.- really damn stupid him !!!
walao .. he goin 19 this year and still behave like small little kid ...
wth .. and everything i says is really true .. please cherish whatever yoo have now ..
or yoo'll regret like me ...



hubby .... i know yoo got see my blog derhhx .. i really miss yoo alot ..
everything i say in the top is really true .. i won't accept other guy ..
i rather ppl says i'm stupid all that ... i really love yoo alot ...
today is the 1st month we break and not bein together ..
and is really damn uncomfortable life without yoo ...
really wishin that one day we'll patch .. )' :
really miss yoo alot larhhx ....
OMG !!! i'm goin mad without yoo !!!!
please for this one last chance ))):
MLSQx333KSKP
LIM SHI QI ♥ SEE KOK PIN











ISAAC ANG SHI MING !!!

faster come out larhhx deys !!!!
inside very fun mehhx ???
we all miss yoo so much sia !!!
miss your ah gua pattern !!
and yoo that time say want to bring me go night riding derhhx lehhx !
cannot break your promise arhhx !!!


KASON SEE KOK PIN !~

yoo seems to be more happy now ...
go ahead wad yoo want to do ..
i won't ruined your life ..
just do wad yoo want to do ..
but i'll continue waitin for yoo ...
sigh .. wish yoo to be more happy than before ...
it's seems a good decision to let yoo forget me ..
just pretend and forget that i never exist in your life before ..


ONG SU QI !!!

WA ! so bad ! so long didn't contact me lerhhx !!! bad sia yoo !!
must remember me lehhx !!! i will always remember yoo derhhx ..
sis ! yoo are the best sis ever ... whenever i need yoo , yoo always by my side counselling me ..
really misses yoo badly D;
misses those days we crazy ...
misses those days we cry ...
misses those days when we in school ..
misses all those memories !!!





WEISHENG KOR !

miss yoo too larhhx !!! miss those past we go to seletar ..
we've been so much place together !
yoo really a great bro !
miss those past larhhx !! SIAO !!!




I REALLY MISS THOSE PAST !
I WISH TO BE BACK LIKE LAST TIME WE USED TO BE !!!~

imissyoo too .. kason see kok pin . i really hope we will be back like last time ...
i really love yoo alot .. and i really willin to change everything for yoo ...